Thu May 6, 2010, 10:55 AM
Just so I can get this over with, yes my status has changed. After six years together Amber and I have split. No I am not happy about this, it is not what I wanted at all, but it is not up to me. She is ready to move on without me in her life. I am of course very hurt and upset to put it mildly, I do not really want to get into it any more than what you are reading right now.
Don't ask me if we are still going to be friends, because right now I honestly do not know and I am friends with damn near all my exes, it's just too much hurt this time. When I tell someone I love them I mean it, it does not fade or go away and to see Amber anywhere but by my side, I don't think I can handle.
That is all, no bitching about her, saying anything negative towards her, it's just over......and no I will not be riding today, been up all night, the stress has done a number on my back. *I had planned an epic get off your ass ride today
....I have lost a best friend, my lover, my muse, my pretty much everything.
No I lost lying, cheating, back stabbing assholes.....Hope you two are happy, now fuck off.
There will be no saving of a friendship, someone has to respect you to be your friend, you have to be able to trust them in order for them to be your friend. I don't call a friend of over 10 years and a girlfriend of 6 years fucking around behind your back, lying to your face and using you and your family anyone I would want in my life in any form. So you two go enjoy your life together and when it all comes crashing down I will NOT be there for you this time.
- Mood: Sickened
Sorry to hear about things. I remember you as being an awesome guy I am sure you will pull through you have a lot of people who care about you. *hugs*
Im in the same boat as you kinda. (((HUGS)))
So sorry to hear this. It is never an easy thing. I will keep you in my thoughts and heart for healing.
Hang in there.
I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through this. Be strong, it does get easier to cope with, even though you can't imagine that right now