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because...Scratch that

Journal Entry: Thu May 6, 2010, 10:55 AM


...I don't want to keep explaining over and over to people what is going on, here is what I posted on my Facebook page.

Just so I can get this over with, yes my status has changed. After six years together Amber and I have split. No I am not happy about this, it is not what I wanted at all, but it is not up to me. She is ready to move on without me in her life. I am of course very hurt and upset to put it mildly, I do not really want to get into it any more than what you are reading right now.

Don't ask me if we are still going to be friends, because right now I honestly do not know and I am friends with damn near all my exes, it's just too much hurt this time. When I tell someone I love them I mean it, it does not fade or go away and to see Amber anywhere but by my side, I don't think I can handle.

That is all, no bitching about her, saying anything negative towards her, it's just over......and no I will not be riding today, been up all night, the stress has done a number on my back.  *I had planned an epic get off your ass ride today

....I have lost a best friend, my lover, my muse, my pretty much everything.


No I lost lying, cheating, back stabbing assholes.....Hope you two are happy, now fuck off.

There will be no saving of a friendship, someone has to respect you to be your friend, you have to be able to trust them in order for them to be your friend. I don't call a friend of over 10 years and a girlfriend of 6 years fucking around behind your back, lying to your face and using you and your family anyone I would want in my life in any form. So you two go enjoy your life together and when it all comes crashing down I will NOT be there for you this time.


  • Mood: Sickened
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:icondaisy8674:
Sorry to hear about things. I remember you as being an awesome guy I am sure you will pull through you have a lot of people who care about you. *hugs*
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krash May 9, 2010  Professional Photographer
thank you
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:iconirismoongarden:
Im in the same boat as you kinda. (((HUGS)))
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krash May 9, 2010  Professional Photographer
Yeah kinda
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:iconcolt51:
So sorry to hear this. It is never an easy thing. I will keep you in my thoughts and heart for healing. :hug:
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krash May 6, 2010  Professional Photographer
thank you, I could really use it right now
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hikenude May 6, 2010  Hobbyist Photographer
Hang in there. :manhug:
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krash May 6, 2010  Professional Photographer
thanks
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:iconfourteenthstar:
I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through this. Be strong, it does get easier to cope with, even though you can't imagine that right now :heart:
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krash May 6, 2010  Professional Photographer
thanks
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